All I want is FRIENDS WHO DON'T WANT TO FUCK ME. A 41 YEAR OLD FUCKING SUPPOSED US MARTIAL TOOK PICTURES BEHIND MY BACK OF ME URINATING ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, WHERE HE SOON LEFT ME.
I was living alone in Galveston at the time. I miss having my own place but I love being home with my parents too. I'm pretending to be Lady Mary from Downton Abbey. For all the troubles I've caused my family engaging in tumultuous relationships and making poor decisions, we've been getting on very well these days. I'm thankful to my higher power for keeping me sober today as I was in this video and am happy to be every day of my life now for nearly 9 months.
Hold your breath til you turn blue Glue your hands together to pray, play, roll clay, pay For more mistakes, all the sentimental value that you waste mixing paste seasonly to taste-- Murder in a menagerie Solace imaginary Alone in the dark Fear in my heart Mime stares down the road And laughs out loud the ventriloquist dummy Sixty-nine miles per hour on said undead Highway to Hell...99 bottles of beer on the wall; Oh well! I won't miss the clatter of glass in the trash Barking mad for anyone to share their stash Wishing on each fallen-out eyelash. I still crash letting off the gas And cause a better wreck to Rubberneck and see Just give up and yell at me. I missed a connection and I could've used Protection. Guys don't prefer brunettes yet? I'm such a dumb cunt, blood holy shunt into His foul mouth. Nevermind that I'm sick. Seventeen years dirty from sobriety Locked into the left lane and dead end jobs Sweep the mopped floor ag...
Jesus showed us that you cannot just perform an act without then expressing why you had. The need may seem apparent but we as people we require expression for acceptance of change. Good leadership cannot be mere demonstration. We go into existential crisis without any explanation of or help for things that go wrong in our lives and in the world. Communion is built on Jesus' communication to us. It is a quiet practice to show appreciation for that which we continually value. We don't need to worry because we have prayed. Our prayers are heard and we are seen. I need to prove that I have learned. I had been very nonverbal into my twenties. I know now that my perception of religion had been ceremony and nothing more. I love the ways I've struggled now because it was what God needed me to go through in order to grow. We're all ideas that God planted here on Earth. Sometimes I'm afraid to share my thoughts with anyone for fear that if the people who listen to me...
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