Stevi's Storied Life

It feels light and airy But nothing's more scary than Hit or miss When it comes to this I just can't get you outta my head More or less I think "I don't know you that's my purse" Is the worst Who can I call when I'm alone and all outta bread? And I know you see her And I know you need her You looked into me when you said "I don't have to get married-- I just want a PARTNER." And we may never meet again... But you shared your eyes to see The same vision as me only better Because you see me I don't get it Why couldn't I see it before? I just need a partner And you're the one I trusted And trust is the worst vice to have Because I always fail them And so will you But maybe not As long as you've got YOU I've got me. I'm not gonna stutter next time that I see you You know that's bullshit anyway I'm giving up on structures Built by some imaginary friend. They'd rather shoot...

Inspired by bad times ~1960 This is what I mean by "the tunnel."

Last I wrote anything of consequence I was still frequently getting sucked into what I've started referring to as "the tunnel." Nuffudat. Good news! The last of 2017 was GREAT to me. I wrapped it all up with family togetherness as usual. My family had been the only ones I'd really communicated with on a regular basis for a while there, so I'm excited to report that I had the privilege of reconnecting with a few good friends before the year ended too. I also joined a church. Tonight I met up for what they call 'Deeper Group' and I had a blast while accomplishing the title goal there. I mean I feel like I got something out of it and what's more like I really contributed. Hehe I'm so non-24 right now. Pardon my basicness but I just wanted to let everyone know (if anyone still reads this) that I'm living now after a much-needed temporary existence. Mere it was not. Humble it was indeed. I also saw the new Star Wars. AMEN!