You Should Lose the Emojis--Cheapens the Effect

It feels light and airy
But nothing's more scary than
Hit or miss
When it comes to this
I just can't get you outta my head
More or less I think
"I don't know you that's my purse"
Is the worst
Who can I call when
I'm alone and all outta bread?
And I know you see her
And I know you need her
You looked into me when you said
"I don't have to get married--
I just want a PARTNER."
And we may never meet again...
But you shared your eyes to see
The same vision as me only better
Because you see me
I don't get it
Why couldn't I see it before?
I just need a partner
And you're the one I trusted
And trust is the worst vice to have
Because I always fail them
And so will you
But maybe not
As long as you've got YOU
I've got me.
I'm not gonna stutter next time that I see you
You know that's bullshit anyway
I'm giving up on structures
Built by some imaginary friend.
They'd rather shoot us in the head
Than give us time to heal
Fuck my words I can't delete them
And I feel like I am cursed
When it comes to trust now
I'd pawn some off for love--
Just hold my beer til I get back. 🍺