Keeping it 100 for Borderline Psychos

Look...I'm not sure exactly who this is for so I guess its just for me

So I'm going to tell you the truth because I can't stop worrying

About all the stress of being monogamous with a beautiful man

Who says he loves me but then again how could he when I can't trust him fully

When I start asking you the setup for the glaring omissions, real or imagined

How would you ever be happy with me for the rest of your life?

Why would you make me your wife if I can't just take you at your word

Without leaning over a ledge of doubt and hanging darkly on every unheard syllable?

All but hoping with a belly full of woe that I'm right not just crazy

But even though I know that it's definitely the latter,

Please keep asking me what is the matter til I tell off my fear on you

And hold me til it gets too much and I'll let you go willingly when I need to

Even though my inner child wants to clutch your chest and never, ever let go;

Because the world is an eventful place and the devil's in the idle hands,

The daunting details of why being female is such a chore--

You can't play the virgin AND the whore!

This is some test I've been studying for, practicing with others

So I could be perfect for you. Please be patient with me. Thank you. Like Alanis M say...

I've got the issues on the table and I'm cleaning up what I can

Tying up loose ends until we meet again so my mind will feel Zen

Next time we make love. Amen.